Bedtime thinking....

It has been a crazy start of 2016.  Rough I could even say. I have had stupid Strep that won't go away. Kids that have tested all boundaries. Mondo working 5 days in a row and just overall a bunch of ugh double ugh ugh. 

Now I am trying and trying to push through smile and move on and fight forward. No matter how horrible the day has been. Each night I have been able to cuddle with either Caleb or Brody and watch TV in my room and fall asleep. And each night they hold my hand or put there arm over me while doing so. Makes me feel like all is right in the world. At least for an hour <3 

I will be sad when this is no longer... But till then I will suck up every hug, cuddle and kiss....